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Everyone thinks I have stopped cutting

Everyone thinks I have stopped cutting

But I have learned to hide the scars better

Sometimes when you’re drunk you scare the shit out of me…

Sometimes when you’re drunk you scare the shit out of me…

but the fact that I think I’m in LOVE with you scares me more than anything you could say or do….

We met online

We met online

He’s gonna change my name…..

I’m gonna have his babies.

I am seen by all

I am seen by all

but visible to noone

All the c’s

Though we don’t know each other personally, I really like you

It hurts to see my friend whom i hated him from the start is seeing you.

And all the C’s in the world i long are not cash, car and creditcards.

Instead it’s courage for asking your number, confidence and composure.

i lied

i lied

I’m sorry

We will never be friends again

give me my heart back

give me my heart back

you don’t deserve it.

when you left one year ago I wanted to jump

when you left one year ago I wanted to jump

Now I know

I can fly without you

You said that you would love me forever

You said that you would love me forever

So why did you marry her?

And then lie about it.

I sit just one cubicle away…

I sit just one cubicle away…
and everyday I think I may fall a
Little more in love.

That night

That night
When I laid my head on your chest,
And listened to the sound of your heart beat,
I realized I have the potential of loving you.

0 days without….

28 days without

0 days

I don’t know if I’m sorry

But I do feel like a failure

I wanna move back

I wanna move back

basically just to be with him

(i miss you)

(don’t forget)

i told my boyfriend i was pregnant so he wouldn’t leave me

i told my boyfriend i was pregnant so he wouldn’t leave me

… he still left

I want to be addicted to drugs

I want to be addicted to drugs with a girl im too scared to ask out.

Its the only thing I find romantic

It’s absolute nonsense…

It’s absolute nonsense…

but i still believe that someday she’ll be mine

we only made out

we only made out

he never kissed me

I tried to hold back all feeling

it was just a fling

all of a sudden he stopped talking to me

I pretend it doesn’t bother me

but I think about him everyday

my ex boyfriend said i would always be a drug addict

my ex boyfriend said i would always be a drug addict.

i loved him more then everything in this world

i want him bak

but…. the drugs have taken me overrr…

I don’t know why anyone wants to be pretty

I don’t know why anyone wants to be pretty

I hate being beautiful

I hate that you’re only nice to because of how I look

I secretly aspire to be a burn victim

At least then I’ll know who really loves me

I miss being ugly

We lived in this apartment together

We lived in this apartment together

He wanted a big house

We got the big house

But he was taken away

I wish we had never left